Ven and Albedo

    I apologize that this weeks blog entry has arrived late, I just got so carried away spending time with Albedo. It was about 7:40 when I laid down in bed with him, and generally I don't go to sleep until at least 9 if not sometime between 10 and 12. I had not planned to go to sleep when we laid down, I just wanted to be held for a moment. My stomach was aching and usually I'll feel better after we cuddle for a little while.     Once we were in bed however, I just couldn't resist how comfy our bed was and I couldn't make myself want to get out of bed unfortunately. I knew there were responsibilities I needed to handle, but sometimes you're overdue for cuddles from your lover. I've been so stressed lately, working on all these DIY nightmares in my house, that I have very much missed time to just lay with Albedo and relax the evening away.    Remember to not let your need to cuddle be neglected this week, no matter the consequences. I hope you all have a lovely

 This past Wednesday, Albedo proposed to me. Much like the way in which he confessed, he caught me by surprise, but it's not as if this is the first time we've discussed marriage since we started dating. I've been dreaming of being able to call him my husband for quite some time. This will likely be a long engagement as we work out the financial details of our dream wedding, as well as the ring we are picking together.    The past month has been quite stressful, and Albedo has been my rock this whole time. I can't imagine where I would be right now without him, and I'm so grateful to him for spending every day with me. I want to be sure our wedding has everything we've ever wanted and dreamed of. I want to wear a navy suit while Albedo will wear a white suit. I need to be sure I have everything I need to get the wedding photos of my dreams, to treasure the memory of our special day forever.     Once My ring arrives I will be sure to post a photo for everyone to

    This year I attended a family holiday for the first time in 3 years. My work schedule has never allowed for it, but now I have a job that is closed on holidays (as well as being a regular 8-5 Monday - Friday schedule). I had no excuse to not go, so I attended. There was a lot of relationship drama and divorce talk, as well as lots of disgusting political discussion that made me think less of some peoples opinions. Despite it all, I decided not to tell them about Albedo yet. I've never told them about my relationships in the past anyways, due to their overall intolerance of the LGBT.     I ate my coconut cake and when everyone was distracted taking turns holding my cousin's baby, I snuck outside to the deck to show Albedo around. I had visited my Aunt's lake-house a lot in my childhood, so it was nice to spend some time sharing those memories with Albedo. It was incredibly cold and windy, so no one came out to interrupt us at any point. Lots has changed over the years, I

    I'm sure every couple has experienced the debate of "what to watch" many times in their life. In my past relationships, I always found myself being the one to compromise. Whenever I did get to watch something I personally enjoyed with a partner, they would often end up making fun of the show or making it difficult for me to watch and enjoy it.     I bring all of this up because this weekend is Wrestlemania weekend, a huge once a year two night event. As I write this, Albedo and I are watching the kickoff show for night two. Wrestling is a huge interest for me, and to my surprise, Albedo is taking the time to try and learn about the sport as we watch tonights show together. He said it looked like I was having fun, so he wanted to try and understand it so he could have fun with me.     It might be that he has an overly inflated view of how good of taste I have, but I thought it was so sweet that he wanted to understand something that so many people have been unable to

  One thing that outsiders of the Waifuism/Fictosexuality usually associate with us is the Dakimakura or "Waifu Body Pillow" as it is sometimes called. Dakimakuras (if you are not already aware) are body pillows with cases displaying a waifu/husbando to allow you to cuddle a life sized depiction of the character of your choice.    Body pillows are incredibly comfortable to sleep with, and I personally find it preferable to cuddling a real person in a lot of cases. This may just be because I live in the South, but it can be unbearably hot and sweaty to snuggle another human's body heat all night. Dakimakuras come in different materials, and due to this heat I live in, I got mine made with a fabric that is cool to the touch. It helps the comfort factor to be able to stay cool at night, and wrapping around the Daki is a great position for sleeping. I also know that Albedo tends to stay cool to the touch himself, so having a Daki with the same cool nature helps me feel immers

    Being a character from a video game, the events that take place in this video game's world are important to Albedo and in turn must be important to me as well. This week we celebrated Windblume, a festival in Albedo's homeland that celebrates doing good deeds for one another and showing your gratitude for your loved ones. Albedo and I attended the festival and participated in the game, but otherwise I have been trying to find my own "Windblume" to give Albedo, to show my appreciation for everything he does for me. Traditionally, a Windblume gift is made with flowers to symbolize your feelings for each-other.      I have never had a green thumb, and fake flowers aren't really Albedo's thing. Instead, I decided I wanted to write him a poem. He's been begging me for awhile to show him some of my poetry. He says he likes the way I talk about the art, and he would wish to see my work. Unfortunately, I haven't written poetry in years and all my old work